ben her sark\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131k yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda
\nmadeni paralar\u0131n kokafonik \u015f\u0131ng\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131na
\nher g\u00f6lgemi \u00e7izdi\u011fimde
\nannemin k\u00fcften tablosuna
\nherkesin bildi\u011fi yoku\u015flar\u0131 serg\u00fcze\u015ftli ge\u00e7iverdi\u011fimde
\nbir deli oyalar beni
\nbir deli, \u00e7akmak gazlar\u0131n\u0131 oksijeni belleyen
\nkur\u015funlar\u0131 tanr\u0131ya ibadet ettiren
\ng\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc her dikti\u011finde bulutlara
\ng\u00f6\u011fs\u00fc Newton’a kan dolan bir \u00e7ocukla ge\u00e7erdim
\nkesti\u011fi bile\u011fini havada tutamayan<\/p>\n

aynaya her bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda hayvan\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum ilk defa
\nannemin pard\u00f6s\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc giyiyor ve bir kuleyi bombal\u0131yorum saatlerce
\ncaddelere d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcyorum, caddelere s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, caddelere kusuyor
\nnas\u0131ls\u0131n diye sormuyor, b\u00fcy\u00fck \u00fcniformal\u0131 k\u0131sa boylu
\no mutant yan\u0131m\u0131 me\u015fgul bulmayan migren adamlar<\/p>\n

uyumay\u0131 hayata kafa tutmaya yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yorum
\nilk dersi ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m kinin esvab\u0131na
\nbir ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131 bo\u011fazl\u0131yor ard\u0131m s\u0131ra babam
\na\u011fz\u0131nda anneme k\u00fcf\u00fcrler
\nhelalidir deyip pusuyorum d\u00f6\u015fe\u011fime
\nve o yerlerimde k\u0131llar a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131k\u00e7a aynalara dar\u0131l\u0131yorum
\nmavi g\u00f6zlerimin sivilcelerle sava\u015f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131zlar\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131yor
\nve ben 4 yerinde vuruyorum kahkah\u0131m\u0131
\ncanavar di\u015flerim, matodor arkada\u015flar, bir yan yamyam\u0131 ben
\nve d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc senin y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc buru\u015fturmas\u0131 oluyor beni mutlu edenlerin
\n\u00f6yle k\u0131s\u0131k bir ate\u015fle s\u00fcz\u00fcyorum ki seni en arka s\u0131radan
\n\u00f6yle mah\u00e7up oluyorum ki g\u00f6zlerinin arkas\u0131ndan
\naram\u0131zdaki ormanlar\u0131 belirten korucu kad\u0131na
\ndo\u011fay\u0131 kundakl\u0131yor mutant yan\u0131m, hayralanan alevin r\u00fczgar\u0131yla
\nama sen bir cani g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun doktarsa skolyoz<\/p>\n

4 gecede do\u011fruluyorum mezar\u0131mdan
\nevvelinde me\u015fhur yakam\u0131 ilikliyorum biraz tiyatral
\nsonra bir bulutu kusturuyorum demirkap\u0131da
\nher \u015fey \u00f6ylesine berrak ki senin yoklu\u011funun
\nkusursuz g\u00f6lgesine yaman\u0131yorum m\u00fcsadenle
\nbiraz a\u011fl\u0131yorum yalan yok, sen de
\nve yata\u011f\u0131mda buldu\u011fum bir \u00e7ocuk cesedinin ard\u0131nda
\nkinim zay\u0131fl\u0131yor, caddeler geni\u015fliyor, caddeler pi\u015fman
\nben m\u00fctevazi gard\u0131robumu kavr\u0131yorum valizime e\u011fimli
\nve bir deveyi g\u00fcd\u00fcyorum kentlerden ta\u015fralara
\nzab\u0131talar giriyor koluma, fuhu\u015f say\u0131l\u0131rm\u0131\u015f bu
\nbir ebemku\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n belinden doland\u0131\u011f\u0131m
\nyahut bir makasla kolum kadar ince bir delik
\nme\u015fgullerle aram\u0131zdaki saydam kobaltlara<\/p>\n

ben bu \u00e7a\u011fdan kambur trenler gibi ge\u00e7icem
\n\u00e7at\u0131k ka\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n yakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kad\u0131nlar
\npoyrazla duman olucak yaz ak\u015famlar\u0131
\ngaddarlar s\u00fcsl\u00fcycek s\u0131rtlar\u0131m\u0131
\ntertemiz \u00e7ar\u015faflar, pespaye kunduralar
\nbir gemiyle g\u00fcre\u015ficem bir ak\u015fam
\nsabah\u0131na pantalonumu bulam\u0131ycam
\nama her ne olursa olsun
\nbir kin do\u011furucak beni
\nbeyaz g\u00fcllere al\u0131nt\u0131lad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir kin
\nmezar\u0131ma, mezarlar\u0131n\u0131za, mezar\u0131na b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m
\nanason kokulu gecelerden \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir kin
\nbeni k\u00fcs oldu\u011fum mematla yapayaln\u0131z b\u0131rak\u0131cak
\nb\u0131rak\u0131cak, b\u0131rak\u0131r, b\u0131rak,
\nb\u0131rak, b\u0131rak
\nt\u0131<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"