m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcld\u00fcm
\nve bir ham elma dahi vermedi bana
\nbeni bir kez bile ellerim ar\u015fta g\u00f6rmedi
\nd\u0131\u015fk\u0131mda bir ufalma hatta
\nve ben ki bu deryalarda
\nbir usulca gezendim
\nkarn\u0131mda \u00e7\u0131ban yar\u0131klar\u0131
\nhi\u00e7 size \u00e7akt\u0131rmad\u0131m \u015fim\u015fek
\n\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc dediler k\u0131yamet bir uyku gibi
\nhabersiz ve p\u00fcrdikkat gelecek<\/p>\n

elimi a\u011fz\u0131ma g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm \u00f6nce
\nsonra \u00e7enemde buldu\u011fum oyu\u011fa sigaram\u0131
\ni\u015ftahl\u0131 bir deve gibi yalanmadan
\nbir torbac\u0131 kisvesiyle kabarmadan
\nannem \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f gibi yakt\u0131m
\nb\u00f6yleymi\u015f abarmas\u0131 insan\u0131n
\nbir ba\u015fka insana dedim
\nve kan\u0131m\u0131 hi\u00e7 yad\u0131rgamad\u0131m tanr\u0131m
\nbu\u011fusu varken g\u00f6zlerimde kayb\u0131n
\nb\u00f6yle i\u015fte tanr\u0131m
\nb\u00f6yle bir gondolu, b\u00f6yle bir t\u00fcrk\u00fcy\u00fc \u00e7ald\u0131m
\nta Paris\u2019ten Samatya ya<\/p>\n

velhas\u0131l kelam gizem-i m\u00fc\u015frik
\nm\u00fc\u015fterek g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc tavaf eden ba\u015fka me\u015fgale
\nve s\u00fct, \u015feffaf bir elma yuvarlayan di\u015flerim
\nkayb\u0131n neresinden d\u00f6nerek kafi diyip
\n\u00f6fkeli t\u00fck\u00fcrd\u00fcm tanr\u0131m affet
\nnimetinden sual olunmaz da zakkum ne diye
\nbabam ya\u015f\u0131yor, annem ne diye<\/p>\n

neyse ne diye idrakimden beter a\u015f\u0131m
\nbu denli a\u00e7 olmaktan pekte gafil
\nkan\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7i\u011fnemi\u015f olmaya ba\u015fka federal
\nkap\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7almadan beni yaln\u0131z b\u0131rak\u0131n
\nben tabancas\u0131y\u0131m at\u0131lacak olan
\nen masum ellerinden veledimin
\nbir ba\u015fka derde me\u015fk etmeden beni
\nrahat verin tanr\u0131m<\/p>\n

ya a\u015fk\u0131 m\u00fc\u015ferref bana bir kurdele tak
\npatronum kendini orta \u00e7a\u011fda san\u0131yor
\nben ona de\u011fil sana biatim da
\nonun bunu bilmemesi gerekiyor anla
\nve kelam zerk edince g\u00f6nle ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f zor
\nben t\u00f6vbe ettik\u00e7e umudumda uyu\u015fuyor
\nuykumda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015felim babam seni duyam\u0131yor<\/p>\n

ben \u00e7ok denedim sadece sen ol
\nama el alemin k\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6nl\u00fc var
\nbenim de yepisyeni bir gece \u0131slakl\u0131\u011f\u0131
\nve elektronik her \u015fey g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun tanr\u0131m
\nvesveselerle kula\u011f\u0131m iltihaptan art\u0131k
\nve ben seni bir s\u00fcre terk etmekle imtihan\u0131m<\/p>\n

g\u00f6zlerim \u00f6rt\u00fcd\u00fcr bir \u015feylere
\no \u015feyler bizi \u0131\u015f\u0131ktar b\u0131rakacak
\nhem de bo\u011fumuyken fecaatim
\ng\u00f6zlerinin \u00e7eperine nurunun
\nbir ya\u015f konacakt\u0131r \u00f6ylesine
\nve bu tanr\u0131m ve bu
\ns\u0131rt\u0131ma parabol k\u0131lan bu kapital
\nannemi a\u00e7 koyanla ayn\u0131
\nk\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6\u00e7 b\u0131rakanla
\nnefretimi g\u00fcdemiyorum tanr\u0131m
\nanlasana<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"